I realized right after opening this up to type that my blog has been dominated with music related thoughts as of late, but it makes sense considering all of my free time has pretty much been dedicated to one of two things: Reading novels or fanfic, or looking up, working on, or learning to make music. Which has both been lots of fun, but somewhat frustrating when I want to apply certain things I’ve found to apply. Aka, another music post ahead, feel free to skip if that isn’t your thing 😄
I’ve been having soooo much trouble trying to add lyrics to my originals! Or rather, writing a song with lyrics. When I go to cover a song it’s fine: I just go off of the pre-existing song’s melody and structure, add lyrics if I want and work off of that. The next cover I’m going to post is really interesting to me, because for a while I thought it was eh because the tone of it sounds so different than the original: my rendition of it is definitely more folk, when the original is more medieval sounding. I’ll be interested to see what people think of it when I post it honestly, it’s my first step into making something that I’d consider “my style” the stuff I’ve been doing lately is definitely along those lines, but I stuck to the structure of the original versions a lot more than with this one.
That track was pretty easy to make, I mean, I hit a few hurdles on the way, but I overcame them fairly quickly, and got this track done in two weeks give or take. I…need to get better at recording video footage because at this point that’s really the only thing that holds me back from posting consistently. But, I went on that mini tangent to say, it’s so much harder for me when it comes to forming something from scratch! I feel like The Witching Hour was a fluke: whenever I want to use chords to form a song, or even another track, my brain just hits a road block. I’ve recorded multiple beginnings of tracks, but my brain just can’t wrap itself around making a phase 2 or 3 of the melody: or, I’m not sure if what I’ve made as the 2nd phase of the melody really counts as such sometimes. And when trying to write lyrics with a song, don’t get me started! I have no clue why it was so much easier for me to write songs with only my voice. I have some old a cappella originals I did about a year or two ago that I’m tempted to redo because the mic quality is so bad haha. But those came so much easier to me, and I have no clue why. Over thinking, maybe? There are a few of those old ones I want to restructure, because some are just too long or too wonky but once again, when I think of restructuring them, my brain draws a blank on how to do so. I think I will make it a mini project of mine to retool at least two of those old tracks, along with fixing up some lyrics I’ve never used before to make them usable for a song because right now they’re the length of a poem and not really structurally sound to be lyrics.
To top it all off, there’s another “original” that’s just coming so easily to me, I don’t get it! I put original in quotes, because it’s something I wrote based on a set of cards in Yu-gi-oh 😄 I wrote a bard’s song for the set of Gaia the Fierce Knight cards, and finally got to fixing up the lyrics, and fine tuning it and after fixing up the lyrics, the music is coming so easily in my head. This one is another case of “Crystal, get off your butt and record the music already” because it’s basically completely formed in my noggin and I just need to get its parts recorded. But once again, why does something like that come so easily, and an original not based on something not? Over thinking again? Too much pressure on myself when it comes to originals?
I really think I need to figure out what works for me song writing wise. Maybe trying to come up with the chords first just doesn’t work for me, or maybe I should record demos of chord progressions with my voice and that could help? But at the same time, sitting at the piano and noodling around for progressions just comes so easily to me, so like I’ve said multiple times this post I wonder what my road block for song writing could be when writing music with, and for pre-existing materials comes so much more easily.
Any song writers out there? Would love any advice! I mean, I’m gonna keep trying, but blarg this is getting annoying 😄